i am not all satisfied with my life. i don't have much money; i don't know how to love people; i have little experice about other places in the world. i feel like that i need a change, which will my life better as i expected.

here are the thing what i am already doing now:

the first one is reading. reading is about expanding my world by learn from other people's experiences and thoughts. i read books; i read blogs; i reads websites; i read chinese; i read English; i listen to music; i watch videos. by reading, i know more about the world, and i know more about what other people's happiness, passion, loneliness, deep "missing-you", and other emotions. they helped me to understand the world and myself better.

the second is thinking and writing. i think all the time and i write everyday. by thinking and writing, i digest what i have read and what i have experince. by thinking and reading, i connect the things that happens to me together, and i know how they came and how they will go.

another thing i am doing now is do more excise everyday. i want to stay heathy. i want to live longer.?

there will be other thing i'll do to change my life. and i have the faith in myself that i can make my life better.