09.18.2017
Second Master之確據(jù)
There are many many times that I'm not sure whether having a second master is the correct choice for me. Many times that I thought taking a second master is only my choice, which is selfish and stubborn, not God's plan.
However, since this semester, every Tuesday I met my Professor W, she always comforts me, encourages me, supports me and gives me lots of studying opportunities. Every Tuesday, I felt grateful having her as my second master mentor. These signals assures me that this master is not only my will, but also in the plan of God.?
HE knows I'm weak and unsure, hence he comforts me and encourages me. And now I know it's God's plan and His will that I should keep studying the second master, I'll no longer doubt my choice and should pay full effort to study and research well, to give thanks to my Lord and be a good Christian witness before my mentor.
一次又一次，被激勵(lì)感恩。主豈不是一次又一次，感動(dòng)轉(zhuǎn)回我們的心。
10.5.2017
感謝神！
安慰了我的不安，知道我的需求，回應(yīng)了我的禱告。這周二見老板，老板當(dāng)時(shí)希望我可以在Oct Break就把Machine Learning in Action 完全看完（只有1個(gè)禮拜><)，并熟悉每一段code。我很緊張，因?yàn)榘粗F(xiàn)在的進(jìn)度，半年才能完全讀完并且熟練。
今天周四見了老板，老板表示理解我， 并且延長(zhǎng)了期限，希望我可以在學(xué)期末把這本書讀完。按目前的進(jìn)度，一天攻克一段coding，預(yù)計(jì)可以完成書的三分之二。感謝神愿意幫助孩子延長(zhǎng)期限，也求主賜給孩子智慧，可以有智慧學(xué)習(xí)好，為老板所用，也能得老板的喜悅，也能不懶惰，做好主讓孩子當(dāng)作的。
10.17.2017
感謝神！滿滿的感恩！
之前和先生說，結(jié)婚后獨(dú)立了，不再問父母要錢，所以再讀一個(gè)學(xué)位而且自己要付學(xué)位，一個(gè)學(xué)期一萬(wàn)五還是感覺壓力很大，用結(jié)婚基金的錢交學(xué)費(fèi)會(huì)覺得安全感在下降。
當(dāng)初很希望可以靠自己的力量去各種申請(qǐng)TA，來免去學(xué)位和不安的情緒。緊張&不安比禱告要多很多。前幾次見老板，也說直接給funding可能不大。
今天見了老板，提到幾件事：
1. 90% possibilities that I'll be offer a 1/4 RA.
I have to do data analysis which I love and direction is in finance.
特別感謝老板能夠提供funding，也很感恩神的帶領(lǐng)和幫助，他體恤我們的軟弱和需要，我們更該服事祂，感恩。其實(shí)原本想能免學(xué)位就已經(jīng)很知足了，但是祂卻給了更大的恩典。也當(dāng)殷勤做工，因?yàn)镽oman13.?
2.老板提了建議：建議直接讀博士 rather than just a second master with thesis
其實(shí)考慮讀博士有一陣子了，但還需要很多的禱告才知道是否是神的帶領(lǐng)。但還是很開心！
3. 建議博士研究方向：SIMNN
4. 考慮以后要做faculty or go industry
if faculty... academia
if industry-> Go BIG
2017.10.19
alphago zero
Simulation+Optimization+Deep Learning, 確實(shí)很有意思啊。令人興奮～
