海明威寫過最短的小說是：For Sale: Baby Shoes, Never Worn.?六個(gè)單詞，用一種短小卻讓人驚訝的方式就能寫出一出人生的悲劇。

這種生命中能承受之痛并不是每一個(gè)人最后都能全身而退。在2014年的情人節(jié)，畢業(yè)于QUT的導(dǎo)演特別建立了一個(gè)名為wewantyourlove的網(wǎng)站。他們收到的800多個(gè)關(guān)于愛的自白中，有85%是浪漫的愛情，但也有40%是心碎的愛情，有人寫了10頁，卻只寫了一個(gè)人名。

上周四晚，我趕的Brisbane Festival第一場，就是由這800多愛情自白編排出來的一出小劇場：《I want to know what love is》。（以下略有劇透）

當(dāng)燈光全部暗下后，慌亂的腳步聲，東西掉落聲，我還在黑暗中尋找舞臺上的演員時(shí)，一束燈光打在觀眾席的一位女生身上，另一束打在手持氣球和話筒，正在喘氣的男演員身上。一段有著編號的愛情自白伴隨著緊張的喘氣聲，真摯地從男演員嘴里說出，仿佛觀眾席上的女生就是自白里的女主角。

嗶一聲，一個(gè)故事終止，另一個(gè)編號故事開始。當(dāng)我們都以為這是一出浪漫愛情故事自白時(shí)，背景音樂漸漸變得沉重，另一個(gè)女演員念著："I could't leave my boyfriend until he was hit by a car in the valley, then he left me forever and I did not know what to do for my rest life."

我就像他人生活的窺伺者，起初想著只是看著，殊不知看著看著的過程中，我也慢慢慢慢被吸入，連同他們生活的快樂，難過和痛苦。愛可以很大也可以很小，可以是愛情，也可以是親情。舞臺一角，唯一的一束光打在面容沉重的女演員身上，她說: "I will not love any man like I like you my dad. I miss you."

我們都知道感情的世界從來都不存在公平，付出與收獲從來都不是平等的。那些40%痛心的故事里，有憤怒，仇恨和詛咒，毫不掩飾，一字一句在舞臺上呈現(xiàn)。聽到的當(dāng)下，覺得太唐突，但這就是殘酷的事實(shí)，你，我和故事的主人都做不到用平靜的心去接受一切的愛情的傷害?；蛟S大聲說出"I hate you"是一種對過去最好的再見。

我以為70分鐘很長，而在我等著下一個(gè)故事的時(shí)候，表演已經(jīng)結(jié)束。帶著感動，思考，成長與所有人一起持續(xù)鼓掌，感謝他們把這些故事帶給我們，感謝800多位愛情自白者與我們分享他們生命中的故事。

我愿意與你分享下面這20條最佳愛的自白，有思考，有不舍，有難過，有心痛，如你我在感情路上所遭遇的一切心情感受。

I'm?in love with both of them, I feel like?they both love me back, and I'm pretty sure they love each other. – Submission?#331

You?steal the blankets. But I somehow don't mind. – Submission #285

I?found him eating a peanut butter sandwich?with spam on the top, and I knew he was the one. – Submission #104

It's funny how we crave love, until we hate it. – Submission #101

It's been years, but?I still think of you and wonder?"what could have been". – Submission #087

I?was always in love with my childhood?friend, and my girlfriend of six years found out before me.--Submission #145

I love the gentle scratch of a beard below the belt. – Submission #052

I'd rather spill my?coffee on myself than write about you, because that would burn less. - Submission #080

Love for me is about nothing but us. – Submission #042

Being slutty is passion, it's love. – Submission #025

Why should I share you? Why don’t you get rid of someone else for a change? –Submission #044

I didn't just fall?in love. I fell and shattered. – Submission #058

I fell in love with a teacher once in high school. I would google his license plate to see what information I would get. - Submission #014

I drank about 700 bottles of wine to handle the rejection. – Submission #001

What made you think I wouldn’t break? I did. – Submission #328

I love my girlfriend but I wanna fuck other girls. Sexier girls, and never see them again. Is that okay? – Submission #405

When the cancer took her, it took the best of me as well.– Submission #302

I thought he was the cutest boy in the world. But as it turns out he became the ugliest boy I have ever met. – Submission #406

I was trying to find myself and on the way I found Peter, Dan, Jed, Laurence, Dylan, Joseph, Michael and that European guy I seduced online. He came too quickly. I said it was okay (it wasn’t). – Submission #299

I still love her more than anyone. I tried to talk to other girls. One of them called me lovely and I couldn’t handle it. – Submission #012