Since we don't have too much to do , and there's something wrong with my father-in-law's health , so we came back , to " persuade " him to go to hospital , because he is rather stubborn and couldn't listen to others' advice , he thinks he is absolutely healthy .

They always have a negative mind , including He , once meeting something they would worry so much . And they have so many unscientific ideas , they are like the restrictions and rules , why can't we have a simple life ? Why don't we have a brighter idea towards the future ? Because of these , I have had several dispute with He since we got married twelve years ago . He didn't tell me any reason for something but just to express his demand , of course , I didn't follow him .

I'd like to influence them with the ideas from the books I have read , I hope they can have a energetic life , but I have a strong feeling of debility . Perhaps the " hope " of mine is wrong itself . After all allow they are not me , allow everything happens in their own way . What we should is just to try our best and then wait for something .