As a Egnlish lover guy I spend most time on learnning oral, writting and my listening. So I think my english will be ok no matter who wants to check with me.

But today when I have a talk with the teacher who is from XDF. I suddently found my english is too low, I give myself too much expectation in the beginning because I think it's very easy to pass it.

However, the result is not great, it seems I couldn't express my thoughts clearly which made me confused about myself. Also my accent and listening is not good, some same words I couldn't seperate totally. I need to listen twice.

So actually I am worried about the result.

after that conversation, I feel upset about myself cus I think I should behave well but negative.

I still need a long way to go, cheer up.