With moonlight sprinkled on my face，? I lose my sleeping again. I've thought a lot of stuffs, which always confuses me and never gets away from me.

? ? ? ? ? I have a crush on a boy for a period of time, knowing we are same as each other. However, there is something wrong between us. Three months ago, I told him that I had fallen in love with him. What confused me was his denying to me. He said he had have a girlfriend, actully, not me.? I don't? know how I suffered the next months with my broken heart.

? ? ? ? ? ? Now, it's been a long time since that, however, I'm still not recovering. I thought I have totally recovered. Every time I hear everything about him, I can't help getting? sad.

I fail to see through his heart, to know what he is thinking, and to know why he did that, to know whether I should stick it out to? care about him.

? ? ? ? ? The stuffs about affection are? ? always dramatic and ridiculous.

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