do you have a peiod of time when you feel everything around you become a little more difficult to deal with?i say to myself,if this happen,that may indicate you are in a not good state.dont make decisions at that time,because it is likely to be irrational.

i cant accept my error immediately,that is my flaw.when others show that their some abilities excel me in the way of showing off,i always feel uncomfortable and ,maybe angry.there is no doubt that i need be responsible to this partly.

i dont know how to persist my opinions.when i have different ideas with others,i may come up with my idea first time.but if they still persist their ideas,i may give up mine,even if i still think mine is better.that is really coward,i accept,but i dont have enough speaking skills and impact and even confidence to successfully persuade others.