如果你今天沒有努力，明天就不會成功。
風格
很久沒有記錄文字，摸起鍵盤已經(jīng)不知道該說些什么。我已經(jīng)忘記了自己曾要做一個詩人，做一個小說作家。翻看回這幾年來每一年寫的東西，沒能讓自己讀完，太過于悲觀，或許是人生中最坎坷曲折的幾個年頭，但更多的，只是宣泄。就像不知道從什么時候開始，連自己都不愿意看到鏡子里的自己，又胖，又黑，這也就罷了，感覺還越來越丑了。
一直在圍繞生活、事業(yè)、愛情來開展，似乎也是時候換一種風格了。
進展(Progress) - 我達到的程度
在非技術領域涉獵廣泛，尤其對經(jīng)濟學、心理學、物聯(lián)網(wǎng)產(chǎn)業(yè)和產(chǎn)品、用戶體驗等各個方面。
呵呵，像上面這種廢話就沒什么說的必要了。雖然確實是事實。
現(xiàn)實和理想還是有差距的。去衡量一個人一段時間提升了多少，最好的方法就是去衡量他創(chuàng)造了多說價值，以及給親友帶來多少便利。換言之，我做的很多事情并沒有什么價值，并與我設想的相差甚遠?？傮w來說，做的事情大多是很簡單的，簡單的事情我完成得也算不錯。
說來慚愧，每天掙扎在各種簡單沒有技術含量的事情中，大多做出來的成果也無非就是把一件簡單的事情換另一種更簡單的方法實現(xiàn)。而我渴望著，更大的困境和挑戰(zhàn)。
過程(Process) - 我在做的事情
不用多說也知道，一直是在做一些服務器相關的事情，目前主要是在做Open API平臺和后臺管理系統(tǒng)。關鍵詞： DevOps、全棧、算法、性能、安全、并發(fā)、數(shù)據(jù)處理。
正如我剛說的，實際上做的事情都是在重復一些簡單過程。是時候做出一些改變了，嘗試一些新事物，和一些新創(chuàng)意。
除了主要工作，排在首位的是學習如何進行團隊的協(xié)作與管理，這是一個薄弱點。
工作之外的事情，并沒有什么好消息。
計劃(Program) - 我可能會去嘗試
我又不是英雄，拯救世界我做不來。
在路上，做的都是為了先給自己一個更好的世界，給愛的人一個更好的世界，然后，才可能是給這個世界一個更好的世界。
這里有一份代辦事項清單（未來的一年內）：
- 讀一些書。其實今年已經(jīng)又買了很多，但因為很忙還沒讀完，如一些幽默故事，詩歌，技術等相關的。
- 一場遠行。暫定1000KM之外。
- 復習英語。落下了很久，已經(jīng)生疏了。
- 一次升職。然后給自己定更高的目標。
- 改善生活習慣。健康的身體，革命的本錢。
- 一段感情。一起步入愛情的墳墓。
或許并不算一件難事，建立一個家，積攢起匱乏的安全感。當然也不是那么簡單的一件事。
結束亦是開始
記憶總是泛著一絲苦味，所以談起的時候再努力也會顯得有些消極，但實際上，面對未來，我是很樂觀的人。我喜歡計劃，也有明確的方向感。
寫到這里的時候我掃視了一遍前文，寵辱不驚的感覺并不喜歡，實際在過去的一年里，喜悲不斷。那就少寫一點吧，多做一些實事。
不求做偉大的人，卻要做大寫的人，這就是我。
If you are not getting tired out today, you will not succeed tomorrow.
Style
It has been a very long period before I write something. When I touch the keyboard, my brain goes empty. I can hardly remember I'd like to be a poet, a novelist. Turned back to those words I wrote every birthday, too negative too naive. Perhaps those days could be the worst of all my half life, more behind that are catharses. Just as, I began to hate the guy I see in the mirror, fat, dark, and ugly.
Around with Life, Work and Love things for long, it's time to have a new style.
Life Love and Work things
The game of life is hard to play. It's not a easy thing to describe and I choose to leave it unsaid. However to draw a conclusion, there hadn't been anything important happened during the past year.
Progress - Things I've done.
In the Non-Technical field, dabbling in many areas especially the economy, the psychology, the IoT industries and products and user experiences.
What a load of crap. Altough it's the truth.
The ideal is the ideal and the reality is the reality. The best way to evaluate the improvement of a person in a period of time, is to calculate how much value had he created and how much benefits had he brought to ralated.
In another way, most things I done make no sense. And they are far awawy from I expected. In general, most things done are simple, and simple things go well.
It's ashamed to say, the progress I'm struggling with usually comes in a easy way and be made to another easier way. What I hope to deal with, is something hard and tough.
Process - Things I'm doing.
No need to say, the work is always around server-side things. Major in Open API Platform and Admin Dashboard Management System. Keywords: DevOps, Full Stack, Algorithm, Performance, Security, Concurrency, Data Analysis.
As I just said, repeating simple things. And it's time to make some changes, and do something new, something creative.
Except main job, lerning team cooperation and management is the top thing, 'coz it's a weakness of mine.
When not on the job, there is barely good news.
Program - Things I'll do.
I'm not a hero, I can't save the world. On the road making a better world for myself, my beloved and then perhaps the whole world.
There is a list doing and todo for the following year.
- Read several books, such as humor stories, poems, technical and so on.
- Go on a trip, distance over 1000km.
- Review English.
- Enhance the job position.
- Improve living habits.
- Start a relationship.
Maybe it's not a hard thing, to build a home up I need, to gain the the security sense I lost. However it's not so easy.
Start Over
Memories are always a bit of bitter. When it comes to the begones, it seems some negative but in fact I'm affirmative. I like plans and I have a clear sense of direction. Write less, do more.
To be Willin, is to be willing.
