＃等我活到了八十歲
等我活到了八十歲，不管我情愿與否，我至親至愛的人也好、朋友也好、同事也好已所剩無幾，這幾乎是必然的，所以，只能提前接受。
五十年即半個世紀，從這個角度去看，很多現(xiàn)在來看的問題都不是問題了，重要的是，大抵上在人生的收尾處我要走過一段一個人的旅途或長或短。
也許我在某次睡去后便不再醒來，這倒也好，走的瀟灑，沒給人添麻煩，自己也不遭罪；也許是在各種儀器的輔助下與死神做著最后的掙扎，爭取在人間多呆一會；也許，還有另一種可能，我既沒有突然的走掉，又沒有在病床上度過，我身體健康硬朗、行動敏捷、頭腦也不犯糊涂，讀書、看報、寫文章，甚至是跑步依然樣樣在行，這生活就有趣多了。
從八十歲的時間點來看，此刻的我還有五十年的時間可以用來規(guī)劃和使用，所以，此刻開始，就要行動起來，繼續(xù)保持鍛煉的習(xí)慣，想學(xué)什么就去學(xué)，反正來得及，得到的要珍惜，錯過的要放下，總之，樂觀的去面對生活中的問題和挫折，要好好的去愛父母，因為這層關(guān)系這輩子僅此一次，大概率也不會有下輩子，自己當然也要好好愛自己，不能委屈自己，考試啊、收入啊比不過別人也沒關(guān)系，反正，路還長著呢，對吧？
#When I am eighty years old
When I am eighty years old, whether I like it or not, there will be very few of my closest relatives, friends, and colleagues left. This is almost inevitable, so I can only accept it in advance.
Fifty years is half a century. From this perspective, many problems that we have now are not problems. The important thing is that at the end of my life, I will probably go through a long or short journey alone.
Perhaps I will never wake up after falling asleep. It would be good to go away in a cool and uncomplicated way, without causing trouble to others and without suffering myself. Perhaps I will make a last struggle with death with the help of various instruments, trying to stay in the world for a little longer. Perhaps there is another possibility. I will neither suddenly leave nor spend time in the hospital bed. I will be healthy and strong, agile in action, and not confused in mind. I can read books, read newspapers, write articles, and even run. This life is much more interesting.
From the perspective of my age of 80, I still have 50 years to plan and use. Therefore, from now on, I must take action, continue to maintain the habit of exercise, learn whatever I want to learn, cherish what I have gained and let go of what I have missed. In short, I should be optimistic to face the problems and setbacks in life, and love my parents well because this relationship is only once in a lifetime. Most likely, there will be no next life. Of course, I should also love myself well and not be self-abased. It doesn't matter if I can't compare with others in exams or income. Anyway, the road is still long, right?
