Recently my husband is preparing constructor test which in september.No more so much time,he appears a little worried and has no enough confidence.He told me he has a plan that he will do a certain amount of test quations everyday when go back home in the bus.Then after supper he will sit at the front of the computer to listen aclass which spend money to buy.While when all day passed my daughter sleeped on the bed,I’m a freedom eventually.I catch time to do reading,writing and attend class.Whenever this time I also want to use the computer,but there is only one computer in my house.I know I cann’t argue with him,this will have a bad influence to us.In order to make a better atmosphere to learning,I try to use computer in daytime ,for instance now Pengyue is sleeping, so I can sit here to write with it.

This way of life has passed one month,I become a bit anxiety.As I feel I have no advance and I’m lack of time heavily.Maybe this is a necessary process to become better,but it’s so slowly that I feel worried,I even suspect myself that I’m old,forgetful,learning ability and slef-discipline have go down.I tell myself I must insist.If I have no power,no motivation,just look at my cute daughter, just now she is awake and smiling to me.Now I should stop to write and pick her up,or she will fall down the bed,it’s so pain just to think about.

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