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? ?上面是這篇文章的主人公:馮靜的故事,它像是從天而降的圣火,彰顯著生命的不屈。
If I had my life to live over,? 如果我能夠從頭活過
I'd try and make more mistakes next time.? 我會試著犯更多的錯
I would relax.? 我會放松一點
I would limber up.? 我會靈活一點
I would be sillier than I have been this trip.? 我會比這一趟過得傻
I know of very few things I would take seriously.? 很少有什么事情能讓我當真
I would be crazier.? 我會瘋狂一些
I would be less hygienic.? 我會少講點衛(wèi)生
I would take more chances.? 我會冒更多的險
I would take more trips.? 我會更經常的旅行
I would climb more mountains,? 我會爬更多的山
swim more rivers,? 游更多的河
and watch more sunsets.? 看更多的日落
I would eat more ice cream and less beans.? 我會多吃冰激凌,少吃豆子
I would have more actual troubles and fewer imaginary ones.
我會惹更多的麻煩,可是不在想象中擔憂
You see, I am one of those people who live prophylactically and sanely and sensibly,
你看,我小心翼翼地穩(wěn)健地理智地活著
hour after hour, day after day.? 一個又一個小時,一天又一天
Oh, I have had my moments and,
噢,我有過難忘的時刻
if I had to do it over again,
如果我能夠重來一次
I'd have more of them.? ? 我會要更多這樣的時刻
In fact, I'd try to have nothing else.? 事實上,我不需要別的什么
Just moments,one after another,instead of living so many years ahead each day.
僅僅是時刻,一個接著一個,而不是每天都操心著以后的漫長日子。
I have been one of those people who never go anywhere without
我曾經不論到哪里都不忘記帶上:
a thermometer, a hot water bottle, a gargle, a raincoat and a parachute.
溫度計,熱水壺,雨衣和降落傘
If I had to do it over again,? 如果我能夠重來一次
I would go places and do things and travel lighter than I have.
我會到處走走,什么都試試,并且輕裝上陣
If I had my life to liver over,? 如果我能夠重頭活過
I would start bare-footed earlier? 我會早早打起赤腳
in the spring and stay that way later in the fall.? 從最初的春走到最深的秋
I would play hooky more.? 我會更經常的逃學
I wouldn't make such good grades except by accident. 我不會考那么高的分數,除非是一不小心
I would ride on more merry-go-rounds.? 我會多騎些旋轉木馬
I'd pick more daisies.
我會采更多的雛菊
? ?我是一個普通人,我經過看似高等的教育,我被填充過很多的知識,我還懵懂的明白這樣那樣的道理,我被互聯(lián)網時代下層出不窮的東西迷亂了眼,我管理不好自己的欲望,我沒法和別人好后的交流,我好像很孤獨,我沒那么聰明,我不是天才,我對某些事情有興趣但沒有為其瘋狂過,我喜歡賴床不喜歡起床,我喜歡人群但有時也討厭人群,我好像對生活有一些追求但我依然是咸魚一條。
我以為自己一直腐爛下去的時候,總是能看到像馮靜的人她們的身上蘊含著如此巨大的、旺盛的、令人不禁贊嘆的生命力,它瘋狂的感動著我,我被這些瞬間擊中了,有一些力量從自己的身體里浮現(xiàn)出來。
?我開始明白生命自我價值的實現(xiàn),也許就是為了某些瞬間、某些事情、某些人奮不顧身,而生活的玫瑰園和自我價值的實現(xiàn)從來都是一步步的走、和自己與環(huán)境不斷的作對、忍受著各式的痛苦,去感受那些超越尋常的體驗。
我想學會建立自己,更要學會忍受,還要學會好好相處,然后不斷向前。