?不出意外，又過了一個(gè)平淡的五一長(zhǎng)假。3號(hào)去李慧家吃了飯，問候了一下她父母。另外就是今天參加了夏珂的婚禮。這是真正意義上一起長(zhǎng)大的同學(xué)的婚禮，幼兒園就認(rèn)識(shí)夏珂，一直到本科都是一個(gè)系。之前還在抱怨自己孤僻，現(xiàn)在又雪上加霜的看到同學(xué)告別單身。不知道是個(gè)什么心情，一方面覺得羨慕（也不知道羨慕什么，是人家明確的未來？更多的還是對(duì)未知的前程感到擔(dān)憂吧?。?，一方面又覺得遙遠(yuǎn)：總覺得還是剛剛高中畢業(yè)那會(huì)、那么無知還是成天無所事事。

夏珂的婚禮是個(gè)前奏，接下來劉姝、周晶、武靜、宋小思也馬上要步入婚姻。原來今天的沒女就是阿毛、晶晶亭亭我們了？！很多時(shí)候覺得不甘心，反復(fù)給自己做心理建設(shè)。人家結(jié)婚我也非要去結(jié)婚嗎？如果她的老公給我我難道會(huì)要嗎？實(shí)在要說條件高就高吧，反正自己說不高也沒人相信！想要平凡，最好特別平凡Ort~~~沒有理想的人是不是特別不容易滿足？雖然和別人比較沒營(yíng)養(yǎng)也沒意思！以后學(xué)習(xí)水性楊花招蜂引蝶煙世媚行騎驢找馬，早日?qǐng)A個(gè)“早婚”的夢(mèng)想

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化妝舞會(huì)(this

masquerade)BY卡朋特(carpenters)?

are we really happy with

this lonely game we play

looking for the right words to say

searching but not finding

understanding anyway

we're lost in this masquerade

both afraid to say we're just too far away

from being close together from the start

we tried to talk it over

but the words got in the way

we're lost inside this lonely game we play

thoughts of leaving disappear

each time i see your eyes

and no matter how hard i try

to understand the reason

why we carry on this way

and we're lost in this masquerade

we tried to talk it over

but the words got in the way

we're lost inside this lonely game we play

and we're lost in this masquerade