I often want to apologize to you because I love you.

My love is heavy and dirty,filled with unpleasant things like sadness,sorrow,self-pity,and despair.My heart is so fragile and easily defeated by these negative emotions,as if I were struggling in a swamp,sinking deeper the more I struggle.

And loving you means wanting to drag you into this,yet hoping you will save me.

But.True love is not just about giving,but also includes appropriate refusal,timely praise,proper criticism,suitable arguments,necessary encouragement,gentle comfort,and effective urging.