I'm starting to change. In the past, I would have felt very regretful and self-blaming. But at that moment, I suddenly realized that I was worthy, so I made the right choice.
If I like something, then I should truly like it. Whether it's good or bad, it brings you a different experience. So, accepting the decision you've made about yourself feels much better, and your heart feels very smooth.
By the way, tomorrow is a new day. Be bold and do the things you like. As for the others, don't worry about them. I won't spend time doing something unrelated to my interests.