yes.I got so many problems here.that makes me feel fatigue.not so good.I still can not get out of here.busy everyday.busy for money?for better life?for fundamental material to adapt this sophisticated society?I don't know.should I insist in pursuing sth that may makes me experience “Aha moment”。I don't wanna give it up.even it is torturing me.all I know is I am alive .life has so much possibility.difficulty、bad mood、angry、painful、upset、joyful、happiness...

what if those are part of my life .I accept it.time goes by.life will go on. experience it .cherish it.just remember your just have one life to live.no next life.I don't want to say what if...when I was too old to live.grammar、Chinglish.I don't care.that's sth reality I wanna talk to myself.I have choices.I m gonna light up.