When I reached the end of twenties, I faced immense pressure from family and relatives, who insist that I'm "getting older" that a woman "of my age" should be married and give birth to children. Thus, I thought I would battle more pressure when I went to thirty.

當(dāng)我二十多歲末的時候，我面臨著來自家人和親戚的巨大壓力，他們堅持認(rèn)為我正在“變老”，一個“我這個年紀(jì)”的女人應(yīng)該結(jié)婚生子。于是，我想當(dāng)我到了三十歲，我將會和更多的壓力搏斗。

When I reached the end of twenties, I was a little lost and confused that I have no clear clues of what is success and what is my target. Thus, I thought I would feel more depressed and be nowhere when I went to thirty.

當(dāng)我二十多歲末的時候，我有點迷茫和困惑，我不清楚成功應(yīng)該是什么，我的目標(biāo)又是什么。于是，我想當(dāng)我到了三十歲，我會更加沮喪，無所事事。

Then, I turn into thirties. I release unexpectedly, am no longer anxious about age or anything. Now I forgive myself, I know myself, I accept myself and I love myself. I learn how to cherish, understand everything I gain on account of great efforts. Even if nobody notices, I have to persevere and try. Time will tell. Age is never a foe, it is a gift.

接著，我翻到了三十歲這頁。出乎意料地，我釋放了，不再為年齡或任何事情而焦慮?，F(xiàn)在，我原諒了我自己，我懂得了我自己，我接受了我自己，我愛我自己。我學(xué)會了珍惜，明白我收獲的一切都取決于努力。即使無人注意，我也要堅持努力。時間會證明一切。年齡永遠(yuǎn)不是敵人，而是一份禮物。

I tear off all the tags on me, all the achievements and awards. I deal with antiquated stuff passionately like a newcomer. Even if I still haven't found my destination, I grow more guts, confidence and energy to do what I want to do.

我撕掉了身上所有的標(biāo)簽，所有的成就和獎項，像一個新人一樣充滿激情地做陳舊的事。即使我還沒有找到我的目的地，我有了更多的勇氣、底氣和能量去做我自己想做的事。

Only when I become thirties, can I realise that Age has not put me in an awkward spot, instead, it has granted me more confident, more in control of life.

到了三十歲我才意識到，年齡并沒有讓我陷入尷尬的境地，反而讓我更加自信，更能掌控生活。