I read a news about a young Chinese girl committed suicide during Spring Festival in Japan.I was touched by her farewell letter.?

From her tone of sentences,I can imagine a young girl who had seen through the meaning of life.From her point of view,life was just like a game partly interesting and partly uninteresting to her?that she had? played ,but remaining aloof and detached. What she always wanted to do was stopping pains of spirit and made plan for her life which was the only thing she could control.

Actually I can't understand her completely,but I know from my heart I respect her and her decison.She listened to her heart and was unwilling to compromise with the life.