I need to change?but how to .

we all need to change,may need to change all what we want to.

I want to save my love,I want to save my fault,I want to save everything that should be.Just thought it should be saved by myself.

When,where,who,why,what.I asked myself.on the top of apartment,under the night sky,looking the plane pass by.smoking,thinking my life.

when,when the thought came out?A long time ago.

where,everywhere,especially at the night.

who,just me,no one else,no one could find your real idea,mind,emotion.Because i couldn't tell about it,all of these things,It just your own bussiness.Don't share,don't ask for help.I am the key to the problem.

why,why?any question?Be stronger,be more powerful,be more more brilliant,be the man let the person feel better who u love.I did really worse.so,what hell are you doing bro?

what,What should I do?I have realized that I am such a reversal guy.Don't told me that you are a good person,what you need just confidence.Bull shit!I know who I am,I know...am I?

how,I have no idea about it.Firstly,kill my lazy.right?Be a sunshine man with warm.clean my brain up,throw those thought such as everything about her, about the past of you two,about the time you waste,about every your faults.

If you really be calm down,just shut off this web page.But I don't,I need someone to talk,no contact,just talk.To be honest,I feel loneliness now,no one knew my real world.may there is a person exist who I am looking for.Please,come to my life and don't leave.Let's fight against the darkness together.

I am a weird guy?Maybe just a injured old man.I'm joking,233.Be happy to live,should it be difficult??