? recently my efficiency actually was so lower,laziness everyday,maybe nothing could have to do,maybe won't to do anything,but in general cause of the crypto market was been down,I still have lots of debt need repay soon,so that's make me anxiety more.

everyday's all of have something happen,and I wouldn't to do anything,but also cannot just wait,that's so contradiction.

? 還是很厭惡這樣的日子，好像真的看不到方向和讓人滿是絕望，謹(jǐn)慎的生活著，那窒息感吞沒，還有多少不甘呢