Everyday, he gets up then have a nice chat with his family. His mum is very lazy, so he always wakes her up, telling her it’s time to get up and then go to work.
He comes to the roof, enjoying the sunshine, finding that his family members are getting up and washing their faces. They have breakfast together, talking about their works, gossip news, and about the game their played yesterday. Sometimes he makes jokes with his family, and there is a beautiful atmosphere of happiness. Then everyone goes to work. The boy is grown up, and he is not a boy anymore. He drives to his company, finding that his teacher is parking his car. After having a nice chat about everything they love, like physics, philosophy, and politics, they come to their office and then start working. Though the work is busy, and he almost has no time to relax during his work time, he is full. Talking with his fellows, then planing for the future of the company, and everyone shares the responsibility of the company, he performed his talent of putting things into application, and he was success in his job. There are competitions between everyone, in spite of this, everyone gets on well with everyone. He earned a lot which, even it can not be called rich, but which can use them to help others, and of course, his own life and responsibility to his family. The day of working is tense but full, and after his work, he comes back home. He comes while his sister, mum, and brother-in-law come back. They all have a busy day, and then his aunt always prepared a plentiful and delicious dinner for them. They chat with each other, talking about their work, their life, and things that is interesting and his aunt always forces everyone except him to eat a lot of vegetables. Sometimes they complain the change of the policy of the country, and sometimes they all go happy for hearing news that is good for their advancement. He has a really busy day and he doesn’t want to study or work, so he called his brothers and friends. All of them have had a busy day, and he invited them to go to a coffee to play games. At that time, those who he has known from the internet have all graduated, and sometimes they go to his hometown to play with him. They play games and have a really happy day, and then everyone goes back to home. Sometimes the boy asked everyone to go to the gym together. He doesn’t want himself to be fat so that everyday he appealed everyone to join him, to exercise.
Time goes to weekends. Sleep is really charming to him so that he has had a really good sleep in the weekends. He gets up and his mother is reading books in her phone. Everyone just gets up except his aunt, and she is reading books. On the desk, she has done a good meal for those lazy guys. They chat with each other with a tired face. And then he leaves.
He goes to his home, another home where he spent his childhood. He visits his respected grandmother, and of course, his father and his brother come back to where they have spent the most time in their life. His grandmother is now very old, and his grandfather, who always punish him and afraid that he is fated because his punishment. Even the boy has always been punished by him, but there was no, even one second, that he hated his grandfather, but his grandfather just didn’t know about it. They talk about their recent life. His grandmother asks them about their life, and they all talk about their recent experience. He loves his brother, loves his grandmother, and he loves his who family. They all have had a great time, and they spent almost 3 hours talking about themselves. His brother, still less talking, but the atmosphere is still warm. His grandmother takes care of them carefully, and ask them not to do things harmful. And the talking ends with happiness, and everyone is reluctant to leave.
Everyone gets separate and he calls his brothers and sisters to get out. At that time the boy funded with his friends and families to set up a coffee where is completely quite and comfortable.He invites everyone to join him to read books there. His brother-in-law always become distracted. He knows, and laugh at him that he should learn some knowledge. Then he gets into the world of philosophy, listening the warning and teaching from those old men, and then gets into stories. He talks about the comments of the book with his teacher, and philosophy, always turns out to be what they always talks about. The coffee may not become very successful for he sets up that not for benefits. But everyone has had a really good day there.
The boy may have meet his girl friend at that time, or before, during his college life. She will be everything of him just like what he had swore to be. There maybe some argument between them but the boy always leave the honor of wining to her. The boy put everything he has to take care of her, trying best to make himself qualified to be with her. He is always the one to sacrifice, the one to protect others, and that is exactly what he wants.
Everything talked before once dreamed by the boy. There is nothing special, nothing like changing the world, nothing about taking someone’s life, nothing about fighting, but everything is normal, just like what Socrates says, that the best life is to have a bunch of friends around, and discussing the philosophy of life with them.
He doesn’t know why. He has dreamed that he will be the mad scientist who will seek the world. He is not the one who he wants himself to be, who is an archer, who will, just like what it is described in Fate, protect people who is important to him and the lab which he has dreamed, that was set up by him and his friends, against whom attempts to kill to threaten to exploit him. He is not strong that he could could skilled use swords to lift the sword. He will, never have the tragic life that once appeared in his dream. But the life, the life he have dreamed before, the normal life with friends and family, is too appealing to him.
Maybe he is grown up, but he may becomes naive and subject to reality, for he gives up the dream in his illusion, and admits his inability. But he doesn’t know why, he has never been shame on this.
每一天,他早早的起了床,叫醒了他懶散的母親,告訴她該起床上班了。
他走到屋頂,享受著清晨的陽光,想著今天也要過上元?dú)鉂M滿的一天。他發(fā)現(xiàn)他的家人也才剛剛起床,正在洗漱。他們開始談?wù)撟罱l(fā)生的一切,八卦新聞,他們的工作,最近的工作情況經(jīng)常成為他們談?wù)摰臇|西,他偶爾會和家人開玩笑,而全家也充滿了開心的氣氛.
所有人都開始了新的一天,他開車去了公司,發(fā)現(xiàn)他的老師也在停車,他們開始談?wù)撟罱镜膯栴},有時(shí)也會討論些學(xué)術(shù)上他們感興趣的東西,像哲學(xué)物理政治這些學(xué)術(shù)性的問題,他們就這樣并肩走去他們的辦公室開始工作。雖然他的工作很忙,他經(jīng)常忙到?jīng)]有時(shí)間休息,但他卻很充實(shí)。他常于同事們一起交流,為公司的未來做計(jì)劃,所有人也為這公司和他們自己而奮斗著,他也能在自己的崗位上展現(xiàn)出他能將所有學(xué)過的東西應(yīng)用起來的天賦,也能在工作上取得成功。公司中每個(gè)人之間也會有競爭,但就算這樣,所有人也能和其他人很愉快的交流。他有著不錯(cuò)的工資,雖然不是百萬千萬的數(shù)目,卻足以讓他肩負(fù)起家庭的責(zé)任,也足夠他生活。 工作日雖然很忙,但卻很充實(shí),在工作完畢之后他便回到了家里,他的家人都拖著疲憊的身軀回到了家里,而他的姨媽也早早的他們準(zhǔn)備好了豐富的晚餐,強(qiáng)迫著除了他以外的每個(gè)人吃各種蔬菜,他們繼續(xù)談?wù)摻袢瞻l(fā)生的事情,也會談?wù)撓滦侣剤?bào)道,抱怨某個(gè)國家的政治,也有時(shí)候?qū)ψ约旱纳毣蛘咴诠ぷ魃先〉玫倪M(jìn)步感到自豪。一日的工作讓他精疲力盡,他并不想把晚上的時(shí)間用于學(xué)習(xí)或者工作,他撥通了所有人的電話,邀請他們?nèi)タХ葟d一起打游戲。在那個(gè)時(shí)候,他在那個(gè)幾乎拯救了他一生的那個(gè)游戲上遇到的朋友們也早已畢業(yè),有時(shí)他們也會來到他的故鄉(xiāng)和他一起娛樂。他和他的朋友家人就這樣在游戲的世界里度過了充實(shí)的一晚,每個(gè)人也回到了家里。有時(shí)他會召集家里人一起去健身,因?yàn)樗⒉幌胱约涸跁r(shí)間的流逝中變得臃腫。
就這樣來到了周末,他很喜歡睡覺,在周末他也會充分的享受,他起床睡眼惺忪的發(fā)現(xiàn)他的母親正慵懶的躺在沙發(fā)上看小說,自己的家人也是剛剛起床,在桌子上,也有著豐盛的午餐等待著這些慵懶的人們,他們?nèi)缤R话阏勌煺f地。他卻在這時(shí)離開了盛宴。
他來到了他另外一個(gè)家,在這個(gè)地方他度過了他的整個(gè)童年。他與他的奶奶爺爺問好,而他的父親,哥哥也來到了家里,他的奶奶爺爺都逐漸老去,他的爺爺,一個(gè)在他童年時(shí)期經(jīng)常斥責(zé)他卻又害怕自己的呵斥會被討厭的人,雖然這個(gè)男孩從小就被呵斥直到長大,他卻從來沒有,甚至一秒,討厭過他的爺爺,而只是他的爺爺從來不知道而已。他們談?wù)撝约鹤罱纳?,他的奶奶也如同以前一般,詢問著他們的生活,他愛著他的哥哥,他的父親,他的爺爺奶奶,他的整個(gè)家。他們幾乎談?wù)摿巳齻€(gè)小時(shí)直到他忽然發(fā)現(xiàn)自己還有約在前,他的哥哥,雖然如同往常一般很少說話,家里的氣氛卻也很溫暖。他的奶奶很耐心的照顧他們,提醒著他們不要做對自己有害的事情。他們的談話在歡樂中結(jié)束,所有人也很不情愿的離開了
他再次撥通了他的朋友和家人的電話,在那時(shí)受他朋友的啟發(fā)他與別人合資開了一家咖啡館,因?yàn)椴⒉皇且誀I利為目的,所以生意也不算特別火爆。這是一家絕對安靜舒適的咖啡館,也是在這里他邀請了所有人一起來看書學(xué)習(xí)。在這里他也重新進(jìn)入了哲學(xué)的世界,聆聽著那些聰慧的老者們對人性的分析,對社會的認(rèn)識,他也開始進(jìn)入各種被創(chuàng)造的世界,在這故事的世界里找到有意義的東西。
他在那時(shí)也可能會和某個(gè)女孩子開始交往,也可能在之前,在他的大學(xué)生活中便開始了,她成為了他的一切,就如同他早已發(fā)誓的那樣。他們之間有時(shí)可能會有爭論,但他每一次都把勝利的榮譽(yù)讓給了她,他也努力著讓自己成為一個(gè)有資格與她在一起的人。他也成為了那個(gè)他一直想要成為的人,成為了那個(gè)肩負(fù)起守護(hù)著對自己重要的人的使命的人。
所有的這些曾經(jīng)出現(xiàn)在了他的夢里,在這場夢中沒有特別耀眼的地方,沒有改變世界的壯舉,也沒有奪走某個(gè)人生命的事情,沒有爭斗,也沒有能讓他成為一個(gè)偉人的事件,但所有事卻是如此的普通,如此的美好,就像蘇格拉底所說的那樣“最好的人生便是有一群志同道合的朋友在身邊,也能與身邊的朋友親人談?wù)撊松恼軐W(xué)?!?/p>
他并不知道為什么,他并沒有成為他曾夢想過的,成為一個(gè)瘋狂的科學(xué)家,一個(gè)追尋世界的真理的人,他也沒有成為一個(gè)如同在Fate中出現(xiàn)的弓兵一般的人,一個(gè)從那些妄圖用家人威脅他從而控制他利用他的人的手中保護(hù)對他重要的人,保護(hù)那個(gè)他曾夢想過,和他的朋友所成立的那個(gè)研究所。他并不是他所夢想過的那個(gè)能熟練運(yùn)用劍的人,他也不會有著一個(gè)令人尊敬的,悲慘的人生。但這樣的一個(gè)夢,一個(gè)與家人和朋友度過的人生,卻無限的吸引著他。
他可能已經(jīng)長大了,也可能只是重新變得幼稚了而已,他放棄了曾存在于他的幻想中的那個(gè)夢想,屈服在了現(xiàn)實(shí)的腳下,承認(rèn)了他的無能。但他也不知為何,他并不以此為恥。