I don' t really know what I want. Love? Freedom? Fortune? Fame?
Maybe because of my incapability, maybe I just don't have interest in
things like that.
I like programming, writing, composing, but I'm not quite good at all of it.
And now, my job have take the most of my life time.

There was a time I was crazy about a girl in my class, but I know it would
be a joke if I told her that I liked her.I think I'm kind of stuck in the current
situation.
Oh, boy , I wish I could go back to my high school days, and tell how I was
feel to the girl I was in love with.
When my friends talking about the future with me. All those marriage,
buying a car, house, feeding a a baby, etc. It's a total nightmare to me.
I think I will sit in front of my computer, type some words, finish my annoying
unpleasant job, and til the end of my miserable life.
Lenard Cohen's song is truly making me feel sad.