Life is a process of challenging new things. I want to record everything happened in my life. Tomorrow is the first working day after half year of study, and I have no idea if I will adapt to that kind of life . However I'm not afraid. After a week of hunting jobs,I realized that I need to strengthen professional knowledge as well as education. I can't imagine what a dilemma I'm mired in. Having worked for two years,I cannot find a proper job related to the working experience. Is it sarcastic?

What about love? I fall in love with a boy during the preparation for exams. However I don't know if he has the same feeling as mine. I don't know how to deal with this kind of relationship except escaping. What a coward , am I?